#to be fair tho i live in a constant state of 'wow lately ive been doing bad'

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new leadinf theory (not clear whats it leading in):

i may have given myzslf sonewhat permanent brain damage that time last year where i thought i had rabies but it maybe was covid or just the nastiest cold. because i felt like shit and had a high fever and took several fever naps and refused medication because i wamted my body to fry the illness and it was doing a good job because i felt better after every single fever nap.

well turns out the brain is not immune to heat damage (i knew this. but cognitive impairment is a side effect of high temperatures) and ive been a worse person in many regards ever since

will consult a physician about this within 12 hours